tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-81913748148395492562024-03-18T21:46:56.644-07:00Anne's Cinematype and Music HangoutAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.comBlogger17125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-38292041144221585232013-06-21T11:40:00.000-07:002013-06-21T12:10:00.851-07:00When it rains it pours...or rather storms and causes natural disasters...Its been a while since last post. its very hard to write posts on an android. Lol. well, my girlfriend and I have been having many troubles. We lost our apartment due to bug infestations and have been bebopping back and forth between family. Unfortunately my mothers boyfriend is a jerk and kicked us out after we gave him what little money we had left for the month. I am trying to avoid a shelter. I wish there was someone out there who could help. I need some help. We need help. circumstances just keep dragging us down. We just need help until the third. We have plans to get a rooming room or a cheap apt. we just have nothing until our disability comes in. I know everyone in the world is struggling. which makes my plea that much harder. I am a victim of bad circumstances. I have the ability to be quite resourceful but this time around I feel totally helpless and lost. I have been in shelters before and know that most of them are not helpful as they should be and definately not as safe as they should be.<br />
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Today i almost lost a best friend of mine. I had thought i had conveyed something to her that I hadnt. I value my friends more than money,gifts, or any materiel thing. I care for them deeply because they understand my crazy ass. Losing any of my friends would hurt me too deeply. I want to send a special thank you to all that know me on a personal level, have been through my struggles with me, have cried and laughed and shared thoughts with me. I know its hard to care about me sometimes when i make mistakes. Forgiveness I hope is the answer. I hope that even though I may not say things right or if i seem to not understand or if i have been selfish where i try to be selfless... that you will always keep me in your thoughts and hearts. </div>
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Hello, dear reader, this early of the morning i am writing to you feeling a bit naked. Like not physically... but spiritually. I used to think everyone who saw me could read my mind. So far, ive been right. Ive noticed more and more the people thatt surround me are there for a reason. I always thought i was a good person... but even the best of people have their limits. I guess what im really trying to convey is that people around me have known me so well i think by knowing themselves. Or maybe something a bit more to it? That is one of the mysteries of life.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-51228345631296884112013-03-30T23:54:00.001-07:002013-03-31T00:13:43.008-07:00Don't let it bring you down...<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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So i am back into writing. I am happy about it... so what have i been up to all this time? Changing into who I am becoming. I am writing some new songs... hopefully getting them to the appropraite people who could assist with my music career. I love music. I breathe music... dream it. My song of choice is by one of my favorite recording artists, Neil Young. Its called "Don't let it bring you down." this is actually how i feel. To not let things bother me so much. There is something rewarding with allowing things to burn away.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-57976980954775408442013-03-30T00:02:00.001-07:002013-03-30T00:02:08.662-07:00Back in black....so im here and ready to start again maybe on a more frequent basis. I dont know what to say except that im going through a dark time in my life. Theres so much id like to do and so many limitations of being on disability. id like to better record some songs and send the demos to a record label. id like to build a guitar. i have so many ambitions and so little time. im on the verge of being 30 and i feel like most of my life has been a daydream. no music today but i will put some up at a later time. who could know the sorrows of anothers heart? all of us know because we all have sorrows. im back in black as in mourning a loss i dont even comprehend.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-74639653428804590102012-04-30T18:14:00.001-07:002012-04-30T23:16:52.058-07:00What is art?Hi, again I just wanted to share some art with you and some music.<br />
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This is John Jude Palencar's work of art. I call it The Dreamer based on a song I love by Judas Priest, But I think it is actually called "Trader" I'm not for certain. But I love his works.<br />
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This one is of my own work and it reminds me of a horror movie.<br />
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This one reminds me of loss for three reasons, I painted it thinking of what my ex liked in faery world of Brian Froud, my sister and my relationship fell apart around this time, someone stole this from me at a homeless shelter. It was my fault I got in his car and I left my damn backpack in his car. Damn you Michael Issacs, Daaryl Issacs brother! Stranger than fiction. Anyway I may not write tomorrow. I'm going to a concert with my friend. The Hookers wooooooo! I'll leave you with a video by them called "Teenage Blood"<br />
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My song pick for today is Blood and Roses by The Smithereens<br />
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the song is "One Last Goodbye"Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-54044176209019215122012-04-29T01:04:00.003-07:002012-04-29T01:05:36.504-07:00We got higher than a Churches spires...I feel a natural high and zest for life I never had before. I feel renewed. I had better get some rest because I want to go to church tomorrow. But I can't bring myself to sleep just yet. I want to talk to you, my dear readers. I want to share my life with you, mistakes and all... My mother was always tied down to someone and she never got to be free, My dad was alone most of his later years and he was the most interesting traveler, having been in the navy and knowing all the cool spots and backroads. I think my mom was only free once and she still had us kids to deal with... she worked swing 16 hour shifts at the nursing home and was gorgeous and didn't realize how much her own worth was and got caught up with the wrong men all the time. I myself, thought love was grand and had problems getting involved with sponge women that took my heart and soul, and my money. I felt like that was what you did at the time, but now I see that I always gave them so much I never had a thing for myself. Only looking back do I see all the stupid things I had done, with a lot of regret. Now I am alone and pretty content. I feel the lonliness kick in sometimes and the desire for human contact and just talking to a woman every now and again, but I'm kind of relieved for the most part. No lies, no jealousy, no mind games because I choose not to play the game of love. Lust would not be out of the question, but no more love for me. I let it dust on the shelf and no longer need that kind of love or want it.<br />
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I just want to live and be adventurous and have all my friends around. I don't want to opt out of socializing completely, but there is just too many let downs in love. I've been beaten, cheated on, and manipulated. I stood back and looked at the scars of a once loving, caring person and saw it resembled too much of my emotional mother. I try NOT to get attached but there are still a few regrets. I regret that I ever dated anyone. I regret that my exes don't have good feelings towards me now, most of them. I regret having sex when I was younger and giving my virginity to someone who did not appreciate it. I regret so many things. Most of all I regret that one of my past loves did not work out. I thought she was flawed perfection. I thought she was immensely beautiful. She was my world and my world fell apart. I still think of her often, but I know she hates me. Oh well, enough depressing shit. It just reminds me of Gold Dust Woman and that is my pick of today.<br />
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And that's exactly what happened. My illusion of love got shattered. I used to believe that love existed. But now I see that I am alone no matter who I am with. No one can understand another completely, but when they don't even try to understand it's even worse.</div>
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My pearl of wisdom to you today, reader, is to beware of all consuming relationships even if you are under the impression it is love. Stop caring so much about other people to the point of jealous obsession and go on a nature retreat and get in touch with your inner being. Or God, or something outside of yourself that is very healthy like volunteering at a homeless shelter, picking litter off the highway or listening to music or anything to take your mind off of putting someone on a high pedestal and making assumptions, jumping to conclusions, etc.</div>
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The Buzzcocks "Orgasm Addict"<br />
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Zombie "Meet me in the Graveyard"</div>
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The secon pick is "You hate me and I hate you" by GG Allin and the Jabbers<br />
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My movie pick for today would be Cataclysmic Abyss. It's a skateboard film with my favorite skateboarders in it. Corey Duffel specifically:</div>
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I think my movie choice for today would be Ghost World. The movie is less about hate, more about growing up in a world that doesn't understand the strange teens and adults that don't fit in anywhere except with each other. But sometimes you don't even fit in with the misfits. Then you truly are alone as is everyone. Everyone is an individual whether you are in a marriage or have a gf/bf, best friend. We just need to accept ourselves.<br />
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My second choice of song is one of my own compositions<br />
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I love this song, I was going to give up music forever after this but I always come back to my guitars. I've just been kind of depressed because I feel like MY dreams are slipping by me. Like everyone is cathing them in a butterfly net and now I have nothing to hold on to. I am not successful, I didn't even graduate high school. I had enough brains to go back and get a g.e.d. but I missed out on so much trying to escape from all of my problems. I was a true misfit. My old friends had nice homes with nice families and I had nothing. Music became my escape and drug of choice and I have improved greatly over the years, but after my sister decided she didn't really want me to do music with her(which she denies) it kind of hurt a lot. She is the one who shines in front of everyone and I got left in the dust again. Music was my thing. I shared a lot of what I knew and sheturned it on me. She even wrote a nasty song about me, which again, hurt a lot. I thought we could discuss our problems privately but I guess not. She had to show out. I'm in a lot of pain from family manipulating me into doing things I never wanted to do, or hurting me in irreprable ways. I don't know if they know they are hurting me this bad or if they even care. I lost my dad, grandmother, my grandfather, my aunt Louise, My great grandmother, I'm losing all the people in my life I ever cared for. I lost my sisters respect because they just couldn't understand what I'm going through. I'm scared I'm turning into an alcoholic and I'm wasting my bloody life on people who don't give two shits except for themselves. Yeah, that's the truth of it. I have been selfless, caring to a fault and I'm always the one to get scapegoated. Well fuck that! Time to turn it around and just focus on myself which is what I should have done in the very first place and I never would have gotten dragged into these messed up situations. I know I'm talented, I know I'm intelligent, I know I'm a great person once you take the time to get to know me. I know I'm not doing anything wrong yet I always am first to apologize!<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-53045319874895069582012-04-24T23:26:00.001-07:002012-04-24T23:26:42.490-07:00Ok, so I had to post some videos...I was looking at my old blog posts and wanted to put some music picks and movie picks up. Today I'm in the frame of mind that when you have lost evrything you have found it all. I have been going through a lot of personal struggles. Going in and out of hospitals, dealing with death threats, being perscuted for being myself, losing family in more ways than one, not having money to live by, a house fire, the loss of pets over the years, the loss of girlfriends and just bad relationships with women whom I love or loved... yet, I am trying to stay positive and strong through all of this. It's not been easy for me.<br />
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I have pushed people away, blown up at them from holding all of my pain inside and expected them to understand. But it's difficult to understand someone elses point of view sometimes. So I have to vent here or in a song or with friends, whom I have very few good ones. But I am thankful for what I have. I have the friendship of one of the best men I have ever encountered, the love of a cat, God's love, and myself. You don't need much more than true family and friends, an animal, yourself, and most of all God.<br />
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I used to be mad at God a lot. He kept taking what I loved from me, or so I thought. But I have found that with limited resources, limited friends, limited family, I am limitless. I have no anchors. I am free. <br />
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My movie pick is The Shawshank Redemption. I don't know many who have not seen it.<br />
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My music pick of today is Vast "Free"<br />
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Thank you for reading! I hope you come by again sometime and leave me some comments!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-13071317497658816582012-04-24T22:27:00.000-07:002012-04-25T21:14:54.512-07:00I'm back beaches!Have not written in a while. Due to hospital stays I have been reluctant to come back and say anything. But today's blog is going to be dedicated to my favorite liturature. Books are being replaced by devices like the Kindle and the Nook, I still enjoy a good book even though it's not very green unless you read it over and over again. Most of my favorites, I actually do reread. <br />
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My personal favorite Author is Clive Barker. Known as a master of Horror, you wouldn't guess he is also a very good drama writer and children's book author. But he is. Sacrament and The Thief of Always are good examples of this. Those are very good books, but my all time favorite book of his is Imajica. Also he writes plays. Frankenstein in Love is the best one in my opinion.<br />
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One of my other favorite books is The Hobbit. It's just an all time endearing book. My favorite poet is Johnathan or John Keats. I would suggest him to anyone.<br />
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Here is a list of books I highly suggest to readers:<br />
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Love and Other Demons by Gabriel Garcia Marquez<br />
The Divine Comedy by Dante Algheri<br />
The Complete Poems by John Keats<br />
Miss. Peregrine's Home for Perculiar Children by Ransom Riggs<br />
The Thief of Always by Clive Barker<br />
Incarnations by Clive Barker<br />
Imajica by Clive Barker<br />
Into the Wild by John Krakauer<br />
Once Upon a More Enlightened Time by James Finn Garner<br />
Dr. Faustus by Christopher Marlowe<br />
Faust by Goethe<br />
A New Earth by Eckhart Tolle<br />
Zen Guitar by Philip Toshio Sudo<br />
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I am going to post some of my writings below:<br />
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Love like clouds</div>
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Floating through the air</div>
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I loved you so much</div>
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That you could never stay</div>
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Razor tongue</div>
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And now when we look back</div>
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Our ghosts stare back</div>
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She remembers when things got very cold. She remembered when
her heart was broken and she got cold inside. It felt like December, yet it was
May. She did not live where it was usually a cold climate. She lived in <st1:place w:st="on"><st1:city w:st="on">Louisville</st1:city>, <st1:state w:st="on">Kentucky</st1:state></st1:place>.
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She met him at a comic book store. His wisps of long hair
concealed the beauty in his shining eyes. She fell hard at that moment. He was
picking up a Wolverine comic and she felt like Jubilee or Rogue. No one
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Her name was Rachael Tonza. She was of Hispanic descent. She
always imagined strong Spanish conquistadors fighting over her mother. When she
came of age at thirteen, the romanticism revolved around her very self. Then
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She always knew she was different. She touched a tree and it
would bloom, or a flower. She just thought it was her green thumb. Her powers
announced themselves in her teen years. She managed to hide them from wearing
gloves. Her uncanny resemblance to Rogue flourished except, instead of taking
life, she gave it. Beauty of the most natural kind surrounded her. Every plant
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She was gorgeous. Her dark, ebon hair drifted along the
small of her back. She knew she was beautiful and found nothing wrong with it.
She relished when boys her age would gander at her. She preferred long haired
beauties of boys. She was not a virgin, however. She had made love to the boy
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He was a lousy lover to her, and she promised herself no
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His name was Xander Epstein. He was 15 while Rachael was
just about 14 years of age. He was half Jewish, which made him all the more
alluring with his conflict of faith with hers. She knew her parents wanted a
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They dated and the summers grew stronger, the winters less
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Her name was Susan. Xander fell in love with her at first sight.
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Rachael tried to console him and win him back, but to no
avail. There was no winning him back, his heart was gone. Rachael became so
depressed she almost killed everything she touched. She had to start wearing
the gloves all of the time and children at school poked and prodded her for her
style choice. The whole world seemed depressed with her.</div>
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The news on t.v. was mostly about war, death, and natural
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She lay in her bed one day, naked, but for her gloves, she
thought only of Xander. She took them off carefully, slowly. She touched her
own heart.</div>
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Not really my song of choice, but my band of choice. my song of choice would have been "Guiding Light" but "Marquee Moon" is good also. <br />
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My movie for today would be Velvet Goldmine. Very punk, very glitter.<br />
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My first paragraph kind of already explained this song. It's The Smithereens "Cut Flowers". One of my favorite songs on this album.<br />
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My movie choice is High Fidelity. It is about changing oneself through learning about the past, then freeing oneself.Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-10474554623422745932012-01-21T19:56:00.000-08:002013-03-31T00:22:11.111-07:00Drunk Blogging!Ok... so I'm a little buzzed, it is the weekend after all. What is the weekend without a little wild turkey? Lol. Well my friends, I tell you it is nothing. Especially without good company. And what is good company without good music and films? I am thinking of a lot of them as I write. I shall share.<br />
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This is Tegan and Sara "Walking with a Ghost" the first time I heard it was on wfpk radio louisville. But My ex Liked it a lot and for some re3ason it was the only song that would play on her playlist for me. It holds a lot of weight with me. I think it means that the person that broke your heart has to say they are sorry so that you can move on. And it happened for me in a way. My first Girlfriend finally told me she was sorry. It helped me realize a lot of things about myself and what exactly she took from me, and helped me move on to the next phase of my life.<br />
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My movie pick for today is Hellbound Hellraiser 2 Because it just means a lot to me I don't know why exactly.<br />
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My second pick for a song has to be "Stripped" by Shiny Toy Guns, it is a remake of a Depeche Mode song, but really well done in my opinion. I like the duel aspects of the male and feminine roles. It gives it a new outlook. When she says the first lines I want to go into the trees with her and lay in the grass! Anyhow, I love this song, how it says "Let me see you stripped down to the bone- let me hear you make decisions without your television..." I just love it!<br />
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My second movie pick is The Runaways. Need I say more. Ok. Joan Jett. Cherie Currie.Women in rock. Women who rock. Other than Heart though, I do love Heart too don't get me wrong. <br />
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My 3rd song is Patti Smith "Because The Night" simply because the night really does belong to lovers. <3 I love Patti.<br />
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My Last song choice is Till Tuesday "Voices Carry" I just love the damn song. It reminds me of having to be quiet all the damn time.<br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com5tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-8191374814839549256.post-54834747239241142462012-01-20T12:31:00.000-08:002012-01-20T14:11:02.807-08:00My first time! Like an emerging surgeon!Hi, My name is Anne, and as my blog title suggests this is my first blog post. I want to introduce you into my world of cinematography and knowledge of music. Basically, films and music. :) I will tell you the stories of how the films and music touched my life, what was going on at that time in my life, and how it relates to me now. If you can relate to the stories, I'd like you to comment and tell me your own stories.<br />
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My current favorite movie is the guitar, <a href="http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0942891/">http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0942891/</a>, where the character in the movie learns she has a terminal illness and yet she finds the will to do what she has always dreamed of doing and this heals her in a lot of ways... I mean think about it, when you are facing yourself that way, you must do what you always dreamed of doing. Your dreams are so important. It is a very moving, very touching story and I have been in this mindset lately, to stop controlling my life and just let the forces that be, truly be. I see so many people frustrated in traffic, frustrated with their computers, just frustrated... somehow things will work out, I know that life is very tough, very hard on us all, but we just need to find a little bit of compassion...<br />
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My favorite song at the moment is Lana Del Rey "Video Games" Where she is singing about being a bad girl and liking the simplistic things in life. I like this idea. Not only that but her voice sounds like a sultry angel if that makes any sense. I guess it does for this number. I know she is not talking about playing video games as we know them. It's not that hard to figure out, but the beauty of the instrumentals mixed with her smokey vocals makes this my number one right at this time. I just feel it. The lyrics are really simple and yet have an undertone of complexity that are wonderful to me. That's how a woman is. A real woman.<br />
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My second film I have been contemplating on lately is Fight Club. Who has not loved this film? But everyone needs an opposition. After many years of being in love with this film, I realized it is very against women. I find it kind kind of one of its downfalls, but I still like the concepts. The naivety of Edward Norton's Character against Brad Pitt. He duped himself. I like that but Brad Pitt had faith in his weaker counterpart. Sort of. Marla Singer? She was such a strange character but she really owned her character, and that is what made the film really tolerable for me.<br />
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My second pick for music? The Joy Formidable. They would have been my first, but Lana just blew my mind. But TJF are clever and amazing. I really think they have a bright future ahead of them! The buzz is getting bigger about them and they just have a great sound. "Whirring" is my vid pic. The video blew me away, the song blew me away, her voice blew me away. I'm just blown. :) With the surreal cats all over the house they were inspecting and the bedtime story dreaminess of the guitars that escalated into a face melting bellow, it was just almost enough to make me cry tears of Joy Formidable. :) <br />
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Now you know a little about my likes and tastes, hope you enjoy all forthcoming posts!Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/16273933331742891637noreply@blogger.com6La Grange, KY, USA38.4075666 -85.37884680000001938.3732321 -85.415717800000024 38.4419011 -85.341975800000014