Today i almost lost a best friend of mine. I had thought i had conveyed something to her that I hadnt. I value my friends more than money,gifts, or any materiel thing. I care for them deeply because they understand my crazy ass. Losing any of my friends would hurt me too deeply. I want to send a special thank you to all that know me on a personal level, have been through my struggles with me, have cried and laughed and shared thoughts with me. I know its hard to care about me sometimes when i make mistakes. Forgiveness I hope is the answer. I hope that even though I may not say things right or if i seem to not understand or if i have been selfish where i try to be selfless... that you will always keep me in your thoughts and hearts.
Hello, dear reader, this early of the morning i am writing to you feeling a bit naked. Like not physically... but spiritually. I used to think everyone who saw me could read my mind. So far, ive been right. Ive noticed more and more the people thatt surround me are there for a reason. I always thought i was a good person... but even the best of people have their limits. I guess what im really trying to convey is that people around me have known me so well i think by knowing themselves. Or maybe something a bit more to it? That is one of the mysteries of life.
